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<h3 style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS','Arial'; color: royalblue; font-weight: bold;">USS FEYNMAN: FCO's Personal Log</h3> | |||
<h4 style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS','Arial'; color: royalblue; font-weight: bold;">by Joseph Baker 2-5-1996</h4> | |||
<<<<<Begin Log>>>>><br> | |||
Personal log<br> | |||
Ensign Jerran Terel, FCO<br> | |||
Stardate 80205.0653<br> | |||
I was most perplexed this evening by Ensign Jennifer Cartwrights actions | |||
at dinner. I was probably overreacting to her familiarity in this casual | |||
atmosphere, but I cannot deny the thoughts that I sensed from her over | |||
the course of the evening. After the head injury that I suffered on the | |||
NOGURA, I've found it increasingly difficult lately to control my | |||
genetic psychic abilities passed on through my mother's side. I just | |||
couldn't help but sense her attraction for me. I just didn't know what | |||
to do, and I'm sure it must have offended her when I ended the evening so | |||
abruptly, but I just couldn't handle the situation at that time. | |||
The truth is, I think that I may even harbor some attraction to her. She | |||
is just so much like Kalani in that she has similar interests in | |||
starships and weapons. I was amazed that we were able to connect so well | |||
and converse so freely over the subject. | |||
I must talk with the counselor about this sometime in the near future | |||
before I allow this to interfere with my work. I'm sure she will remind | |||
me of the close temporal proximity with Kalani's death this event | |||
has taken place in, and that I shouldn't rush things as I may only be | |||
attracted to Ensign Cartwright just because of her resemblance to Kalani. | |||
Still, I think this is something that I do need to discuss with her. | |||
After what we experienced together on the NOGURA, Lt. Jenn is probably | |||
the only person in the galaxy who would understand what I'm going through | |||
now. | |||
<<<<< End Log >>>>> | |||
Jerran put down the PADD he had been reciting his log to on the coffee | |||
table as he walked over to the replicator to get some tea before going | |||
off to bed. He knew that he wasn't going to be able to avoid Cartwright | |||
throughout his whole tour of duty on this ship. In fact, he had told her | |||
to meet him in the shuttlebay tomorrow morning to help with the repairs | |||
on the NOGURA. | |||
No, he thought to himself. Avoiding her just wasn't the right answer. | |||
He knew that he was just going to have to search his feelings, with the | |||
counselors help, hopefully, and figure out how to solve this delima. | |||
<NRPG><br> | |||
Just a quicky before bed :)<br> | |||
Krysa: I hope you can pencil Jerran into your busy schedule now that<br> | |||
you're OPS to sit on your psychiatrist's couch for a sesion or two <G><br> | |||
'Night, yall!<br> | |||
Respectfully Submitted,<br> | |||
Ensign Jerran Terel<br> | |||
FCO/Don Juan de Feynman<br> |
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